if 1 year ago i did trust you no matter what den maybe everything wun be the same now
seriously all those breaking and patching hab made me lose confidence in you in myself and in us
somehow the trust is already lost?
im not sure if should i say confidence instead of trust
cause you never lied to me and you always told me the truth which i dun know how to react
should i shout and you or should i tell myself to forgive you since you told me the truth?
but as expected i hab choose to forgive you each and everytime
but in the end i still lose you
what is gone is gone
it will never be yours again
is just like you will never ever be mine again
but life still hab to go on
hope that tmr will be better for me (doubt so)

when you text me the other time
i was like so lost
freaking shock dao
someone asked me: na.你要在伤心多一次吗？
me: 可是我要在开心一次
i din expect dao after so long of healing
i thought i already could forget you as easily as you forget me
but in the end i knew i failed
im sorry to disappoint you people
i use more den 1 year to heal but you just need less den one day to make all my effort gone to waste
thanks to you for making me realise that what a failure im in rs
i told myself as long as you are willing to change im still willing to gib you another chance
but it seems like you are still the same guy that i hab once loved
idk why you will always appear when i hab already decided to forget you once and for all
this is not the first time le
everytime i really hope that you hab already change
but everytime its only........
im beri tired le
letting you go is the last thing i want to do
but is the first thing i must do

maybe im not prettier not clever den other girls ba (i admit)
that gives the reasons for the break up
whatever it is im still not as perfect as they are
thats why you still choose to leave in the end