you are the first one who come to my mind but you are not there
what should i do?
i cannot take it anymore
if this continues
i will break down one fine day
maybe that will be your happiest day ever
isit so difficult answering my question?
i wonder how one express there love to there loves one
isit simply just say iloveyou imissyou everyday?
w/o any action?
how long will all this words last?
when will be the expiry date?
idk how can he just forget me as easily
or maybe you hab not forgotten the times we had
and is just that you hab no more confidence in this relationship
or can i say you hab no confidence in me anymore
can't we talk things out instead of avoiding
how i hope i also can forget him as easily as he hab forgotten me
but i cannot
i hab been forcing myself beri hard to forget everthing
by playing game
and even doing tons of hmk
but nothing seems to help
flahback has been coming to my mind
i hab been occupying lots of things in my mind to prevent my mind to think of him
i tried telling myself
pearlina.tired den let go
but it is easier to say den to be done
the more i wanna give up
the more i cannot let go
i asked myself
why isit so difficult?
since he can do it why can't i?
whats the problem with me?

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