woke up at 9+ again
need go bai bai
bath den had breakfast
trained to kebangan
i realise that i beri long never see my cousin liao
after bai bai
i went back to ah ma house
cause xuan told me that she want eat lunch (so random)
den i at town ma
so i ask her come down meet me
cause she also need find wallet
she cfm need beri long time de
so i go ah ma house first
my gugu mummy told me times and again
i hab to let go
she say cannot try
MUST let go
but i dun think i hab as much courage as her ba
but thanks for all the comment
love you
had lots of thinking
but it seems like nothing gets through
it seems like everytime i hab made the wrong decision
when will my life ever be right?
den we talked till 2+ den i hab to leave le
still need her lots.
D:
after meeting xuan
we went foodcourt and talk about 1h+
den went to eat
after that went bugis street
hmm.I WANT TO BUY BAG
its only $39
hab to save up from now
i want to kick off the bad habit of raising out my hand and ask my father for $$
i feel so bad everytime i take money from him
cause he dun expect me to pay him those money that i borrow from him
and never ever once ask me what i need it for
sorry daddy
i promise i will spend lesser
anw why bugis street never sell guys wallet ah?
around 5+
we trained back home
on the way back
i saw someone on the train who reminds me of somebody
hate flashback
but this is life
no one can control it
D:
alighted at admirtly
at that time my father msg me say that my mother reached admirtly liao
den i keep saying that wun so suey see dao her ba
suddenly xuan get so excited
den she laugh or shouted?so f loud lor
omfg.
she say what dun speak of the devil or what de la
i faster walk the opp way
cause i dun want my mother to see dao me
after that she buy a brand-less brownie
den i buy red bull
-.-
den home sweet home