Thursday, April 23, 2009 Y 5:29 PM
cause of you.
my relationship between me and my friends had gone bad
even those who were so close to me.
i had been in a beri bad mood recently
and the worst thing is that i tend to bring my mood to school.
idk why?
i tot i could control my emotions
and keep it right down my heart without anyone knowing
however it became worst
i realise that i could not control my emotions
i get beri fed up easily
i treat people who cares beri coldly and made them beri angry
im really beri beri beri sorry to those who cares but end up getting treated in this way
i dun want to sacrifes my friendship
waiting for you seems to be a torture to me
idk if i had made the wrong decision
but i knew that i wun let myself regret ever again
i will continue to wait for your answer
this time i wun put in too much hope le
i realise that i hab been questioning myself with lots of question
i will ask myself ' what if...'
i got beri depress and upset after thinking of all this questions
even questioning myself if i should be happy or sad without receiving your msg
you can say that i dun dare to face the reality
but who dare?
i realise that i hab been taking everything around me for granted
i hope that it will not be too late treausring the people around me
Labels: time to treasure before losing
