this sentence came to my mind
被别人爱比爱别人来的幸福
is only less den 1 month and i hab already wanted to gib up
but you did not gib up after around 2-3 years
i realise that i did not know how to treasure the people around me
till it came to a part when i realise that my loves one are leaving me
but is already too late
so what if im feeling miserable
i hab had it all myself
maybe this is retribution ba
i hab once told you that do not regret after making a decision
but it seems that the word is reflecting back to me now
i regretted for not treasuring the love you hab given me
there is alot of things i hab to overcome
i know i hab to overcome them
but i dun know where should i start from
i know hanging on to the past is not fair to you or can i say everyone beside me
you hab decided to go into your own way
and i know you hate me
i also know i hab no right to ask you to stay
you hab your own life
i cannot be so selfish
but if you are reading this
i want to tell you
i dun want you to torture yourself
it really breaks my heart seeing you like this
but that day im too angry to be sad
but i think is all my fault
im sorry


[you should know who you are.if you want you can cfm with me]